i'm so tired...
of everything...
n i juz simply dun understand y my dad is so...
ARGH!!!!
i'm so sick..
of c.o [chinese orchestra ]
so sick of it!
its so boring!
so boring...
tt i'll rather stay in the toilet den go for c.o...
i wanna quit c.o...
but its all bcos of my parents..
they tink tt being in c.o..
can get me into a good jc..
cos i hav piano n my c.o instrument..
den they will wan me..
oh pls!!!
wad crap!!!
i won't even wanna go to a jc wif c.o in it..
it will b worse!
i wanna quit c.o!!!
i wanna quit c.o!!!!
i wanna quit c.o!!!
i wanna quit c.o!!!
i wanna quit c.o!!!!
n join sumthing else!!!
mayb art club..
cos got didi dere...
the other cca sucks..
bsides netball..
but i'm considering netball..
but i wanna quit c.o!!!
i can't stand it any longer!
i juz wish tt my parents wld let me quit c.o!!
i dun see tt it cld benefit me in any way..
other den giving me torture n boredom!!
i can't tolerate c.o for anot 2 years!!
wads the point in doing sumthing u dun lyk..
the cca is suppose the b the STUDENTS CHOICE!!!
NOT..i repeat NOT!!
the parents choice!!!
for goodness sake!!
its not my dad hu is attending the cca...
its ME!!!
i can't tolerate another 2 years or boredom!!!!
it will totally ruin my happy days in secondary school..
but den if i transfer skool..
den i dun need to face another day of torture in c.o..
den i can join sumthing else..
in shss...
but den i dun feel lyk transferring..
all my good frends r in ccss..
but not all..
sum still in shss..
anyway..
i wanna quit c.o!!!
i shall persever to quit c.o!!
tt's all i wan..
quitting c.o..
is my main intention now!
i shall not wan to face another day in c.o..
pure torture!!
summore muz play for national day!!!
i wanna watch the performance on tt day!!
i dun wanna play on tt day!
bsides..
i dun even hav the scores for the pieces which hav to b played on tt day!!
: P
ahhh!!!
i wanna quit c.o!!
c.o is too boring..
too boring
too boring
too boring
too boring
too boring
too boring
too boring
too boring
!!!!!!!!!
i dun even belong dere..
everyone is toking chinese dere..
n wen i tok to dem..
english cums out of my mouth..
instead of chinese..
i dun even wan to b in c.o in the first place!
its bcos of my dad...
hu totally FORCED me to join c.o..
n i din wanna make him angry..
cos he got high blood pressure..
den i got NO CHOICE den muz join!
i actually wanted to join choir..
which was oso stupid!
but c.o is worse den choir!
its the WORST cca i EVER JOINED!
the cca is suppose to be MY choice!
but i had NO choice..!!
so frustrating!
happy thing is tt i dun need to go c.o nxt wk..
cos of music xam!
yes!! YES!!!! YES!!!! YES!!!!!
i'm delighted!!!
i wld rather not go to c.o...
n dun hav any cca points!
tts all i hav to say...
tataz!~
[ not in the mood for anything right now...xcept for quitting c.o!! ]
[[*serenee*]]
