serenee

2009-05-16T02:16:00.000-07:00

http://nateneres.wordpress.com

2009-05-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

i'm exhausted. i'm afraid.you have no idea.

2009-05-13T17:40:00.000-07:00

disappear bitch. note to self: you are fucking stupid. get a life.

2009-05-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

yay FO is all over!
it was funfunfun.
now i must work hard to NOT let my parents drop my ass out of poly.
facebook is addictive!

i'm happy!
and i'm hungry now.
I WANT TO EAT CAKE!

my love.

2009-05-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

i need a hug. i really do.

it took you this short to get ticked off. i must be intolerable ain't i.

2009-05-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

its all gone.
i feel so alone. like theres nobody, nobody, here at all. i wanna go home.

2009-05-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

whywhywhywhy do i feel like shit, why?
i am weird seriously.
i practically have no mood for anything.
damn it cheer up!

2009-05-03T19:00:00.000-07:00

i hate buses, really.
or maybe it must be where i stay.
where it is so freaking ulu!
waited for the bus for so long to realise that it was coming in the next half hr.
then perspired like shit finding a cab.
but it all went away when i got surprised.
i dont know how you do it,
my horrible mornings ends with a smile.
you're so sweet if you were a stuff toy i could squeeze you. my sweet tooth.

~love is like two people dreaming the same dream.

2009-05-02T03:44:00.000-07:00

had a suckfest of a morning.
but it turned good =)
nvr fail to make my day!
dont abandon me from ur busy schedule, i still want time with you <3

2009-04-30T18:23:00.000-07:00

byebye

2009-04-30T05:48:00.000-07:00

we're all busy,
i finally understand how robert feels when he says 24 hrs a day isnt enough.
not much free time left.
anyway, i love my GEMS
we get tired from our everyday life.
its like the only class i can totally put my 100% concentration and interest into.
school is getting hectic,
but i have been listening to my other lessons too!
you're busy with club,
i feel damn proud of myself! its a start!
i'm busy rushing home on time.
still have yet to unpack everything.
if only it could be left aside.
and i wanna eat bedok 85 tangyuan.
just the two of us.
feel like cutting my hair again.
no school, no club, no one else.
FOR is coming up.
just for a day.
and i have lectures to read!
like how it was.

i miss you, i miss us.
i feel selfish. wake up to reality.

2009-04-26T08:39:00.000-07:00

2007 it was my auntie (dad's side) now its my uncle (mum's).
it happened so sudden,
and just ystd his family came to my hse.

he saw me grow up,
today i saw him lying there, so still.

watching my cousins cry,
my auntie in shock.
its the most saddening scene ever.

he will no longer be there when we have our family trips.
i'll no longer see him holding his camera asking us to "say cheese".
my little cousin coco, just 13.

so its this fast for someone to leave.
i get it.

Death--the last sleep? No, it is the final awakening.

- Walter Scott

i've moved to clementi now.

every morning i wake up and see banglas out my window.

i miss my home in tampines.

my appeal was denied, my only friend in ebt wasn't.

i have a week long of crying faces to see.

theres so much happening.

i cant stomach anything more.

2009-04-21T20:24:00.000-07:00

i'm super hungry now.

i am glad you finally told me. (so my 545am wake wasnt wasted!)
i dont like my new class.
i have terrible IT subjects.
i need to study, seriously.
i want to go to EBM!
i can't wait for GEMS.
i am damn bored sitting here in loner area, waiting for people to end class.

2009-04-21T05:40:00.000-07:00

tell me won't you?
i don't wanna feel distant.

damnit

2009-04-19T04:39:00.000-07:00

i dont wanna go SIM or some other uni damnit.
I AM GOING TO POLY TMR!
(although i kinda hate my class)

no i cant i still cant! damnit.
now where are all the free hugs people!
DAMNIT!
love nawawhotpants.

2009-04-17T08:07:00.000-07:00

I HAVE MORE PICS!! YAAAY!

why is that guy facing the back.

EVERYBODY!! (almost)

with my arms wide open!

cheryl-anne in sand.
the lumps are suppose to be boobs.
they made it into a face. hah

eye catching clevage.

CHERYL CHERRIE AMOUR!

TONGTONGTONGTONGQIANG!

great times in poly.

LUNA!

FOP!
i escorted the principal to the stage!
hah.
shld have asked him to approve my appeal at the same time.
why did i not think of that!

awesome lihuang!

WANGTING!!!!!!!!!
shld've stayed in s'pore and be a GL!
thanks for the bracelet from phillipines!

SO!
school is gonna start.
i have a great GEMS to look forward to.
i currently hate my ebt option and my class.
PLS DONT LET SITINANA BE IN MY CLASS!
or i will be in after sch therapy like cheryl.
i have to study like shit this time to stay in SP and pull up my GPA.
and wan is gonna bring me to a different place every month =)
so life is great, or at least i'll try my best to make it great.
i wanna be able to say "i'm happy" and mean it.

2009-04-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

Prep camp is over,
FOC's over,
FOP coming up.
school is starting.
kinda wished sch started one week ltr so i can rest =)

anyway,
FOC was good
the campers liked it so YAY!
been scanning thru 1k over pics and i finally see my grp and my face.
and i like happily pose for so many pics.

TADAH!
my grp during amazing race and our awesome shield.

the girls.

everyone except perry who had to leave.
D-CUP!

after shield painting.
they were damn proud of it ah.
cos it has boobs,
and they fulfilled my dream.
WOOHOO!

FINALLY SENTOSA!
like dying to play water games since prep camp,
if it wasnt for bloodyauntie.

JOHAN my best camper!

MY BEST BROWN HOTTIE

learnt alot,
sweat like shit,
run like dog,
but i guess it was all worth it.
TEUUUUUTOOOOONNNNNSSSSSSSS!!

and thanks to robert who helped me packed!
i'm moving, BOOO =(

nawaw hotpants will take care of me WOOHOO!

2009-04-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK FROM PREP CAMP!
YAY!
bloody hell kena con by the seniors.
anyway,
actual camp is in 3 days time.
REST!!!
buhbye. still, you didnt say.

2009-03-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

finally i have some pics from GL training.
memories of all the ikhwan training.

dunno what he's doing.
kinda retard =)

YAY TEUTONS FOR GLORY!!
bloody "budapests".

we are all still so cheery aft punishmentSSSSS.

my nawaw hotpants.
love me cuteweerd.

2009-03-27T05:59:00.000-07:00

GL training is finally over.
you say you'll meet me. then you cancelled. you say you'll send me home. then you couldnt.
now i need to survive prep camp.
how many times do you wanna crush my hopes in a day?
and NIGHT WALK.
and i never even get a fking single "sorry".
i've been spending too much.
one sucky day aft another.
i've been having horrid days.
i am on the top of ur list. maybe that was 2 months ago.

2009-03-26T10:18:00.000-07:00

damn you.
i am not going bloody SIM.
so stop screaming ur lungs out.
you're just wasting your breath.

everything is kinda screwed up.
one aft another.
smth i do not need right now.

its all slipping away.
even you.

2009-03-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

i'm losing grip day by day.
what happened? its fading, fast.
training tmr. how awesome.
bad day.

2009-03-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

i cant go for ADD, i am home watching reruns of FRIENDS, i am so bored, my phone is lonely, everyone else is having fun, AND I WANNA GO OUT DAMN IT!

sucks alrdy that i cant go for ADD, and sucks even worse that i have to STAY HOME.

on a MUCH BRIGHTER SIDE!
i got my pay, IN CASH!!
YAAAAY!!

its the littlest things that makes me think.
okay i really got nth left to do, so i will do this test on facebook. how awesome.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.(THANK YOU!) You are an efficient problem solver(ya i wish) because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.(sometimes only :D)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic(REALLY?!). When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.(mmmhmmmmmmmmmmmm)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person. (yaya this is getting mushy)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.(ohsodamntrue)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.(ya i do i do WANT to study hard, but somehow i cant bring myself to do that)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (I WANNA BE A VET!)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (okaaaay)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (YAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (heheh, scarily true)

2009-03-17T09:03:00.000-07:00

ah bullshit.
it stinks.
YES IT DOES!
i'm starting to feel everyone else was right.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

2009-03-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

nobody's happy ALL the time.
some are just good at hiding whats within.

bloody crap.
damn those push ups.
a part of me wants this to be over.
i've not dated in a bloody long time.

2009-03-15T09:43:00.000-07:00

hey yao!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
(although u are faraway in thailand)
guess things havent been going on well between us.
i'm sorry.
but whatever it is.
i hope u enjoy ur birthday.
take good care of yourself.
study hard.
see you soon when u return to singapore.
i hope alls well.

love, still.

ANYWAY!
been busy in school with camp stuff.
enrolment is over,
now there is more GL training, briefing, prep camp, and actual camp.
so everything will be over on the 9th!
and we will only be able to celebrate properly on the 6th of MAY!
which is seriously FRIGGIN LONG.

east coast pics.

besides the fact that i look kinda retarded, ericson looks worse!
hahaaaa

i like this pic.
~sometimes things just dont matter as much as before.

GLs.

okay i'm off to bed.
going sch to jog and gym with W,E,C.
then GL training.
WOOHOOO!
i am on the road to being healthy!
=)

oh and i forgot...
I WANT MY PAY!!

2009-03-13T09:57:00.000-07:00

been looking thru my pics.
i need to do smth to kill time!
so TAAADAAA!

lina, syakeer.
those days.

twin.
just alot blacker =)
and ABIT smarter.

japan with family.

RANGE ROVER!!
imagine it red and sexy.

i still love animals.

boring lessons,
results in cam whoring.
wan: TANKER!

that night of deep talk.

robert and my cap,
which is now broken.
damnit.

CHERYL ever-cute!

the face!

WOOHOOOO!

xumei.

K @ Moberly

my ever so occasional naps in class.

from yao.

sakae nights.

east coast.

we cycled for so long in search for a chicken.

the first time we had extensions.
urs pink, mine blue.
miss those crazy days.

robert came to SP!

I AM TALL!!

P'Tik and simpang.

bert likes this pic.
somehow it is appealing to him.

derrick!
who came and played.
the good old days when he wasnt busy.

airport study.

kiddy day.

hami.
i miss her.

my sister so blur.

nawaw.

every picture tells a story.
everyone enters ur life for a reason.

"love you baby, love you so much" when he means it, you just forget everything else.

2009-03-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

gosh i am annoyed.
dota stinks!!!

2009-03-10T08:48:00.000-07:00

my legs are not aching badly.
not at all.

stayed home all day.
watched movie.
watchmen is sadly alittle boring.

thanks for accompanying me, nawaw.
=)

2009-03-09T08:14:00.001-07:00

work is over!
woohoooo!
byebye standing for long hours,
and dreadful unhelpful people.
but i quite enjoyed work abit.
HURRY MONEY COME TO MEEEEEEEE!

ANYWAY
gl training today was omg tiring.
it was more like a training leg session.
squats, leg kicking, duck walk etc.
but yet still fun.

“You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with.” -Wayne W. Dyer

my sis has gone to taiwan.
quick come back!
the room is so empty without her.
=(

2009-03-07T07:37:00.000-08:00

been working as a surveyer for the past 3 days at career fair.
tmr's my last day!
work was...OMGSIAN today.
at least for like the first half.
felt so illegal.

anyway i'm kinda bored now.
internet is alittle boring aft a while.
searched for eyecandies.

ipod nano product red!!!!!!!!
ok i am STILL wanting this aft so damn long.
but its the old version and its no longer on sale, i think.
damnit.
iwantit.

new version.
dont see it in s'pore stores.
wth.
only online.
$248

$84 plus.
skullcandy.
wan's.

totally think this one is way hotter than wan's.
dont see it either in s'pore.
WHYWHYWHYWHY!
cant s'pore import more stuff!!

LEVIS skinnies.
USD 158

sports braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
$40 plus

if only money grew on trees.
and flying to overseas to buy things wld be like flying a magic carpet.

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. ~Oprah Winfrey

cant be so dependent.
dont wanna fall and cant get up.

2009-03-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

so GL training was awesome today.
too bad got work tmr so cant go.
plsplspls let the pay be GOOOD.
crap i cant wear colored contacts tmr cos my eye is damn red AGAIN.
great.

"I like him because he smiles at me and means it."

how did i fall for you?

i cant help being like this.
somehow it seems more pronounced now.
i get stressed, upset.
its hard, like trying to be someone else.
love me?

2009-02-23T07:50:00.000-08:00

ok so i screwed java.
bad.
plsplspls dont let me forward module.
SERENEAHSERENE!
ANYWAYYYYYYY

i'm on holiday now!
but only just for awhile cos theres FOC!!!
gonna be superdamn busy.
no job no money.

I LOVE FRIENDS!!!
its the most awesome show ever.

i wanna shop!
i wanna watch movie!
i wanna eat haagen daz!
i wanna do smth to my ugly toenails!
i wanna go overseas!
i wanna stay in tampines!
i wanna kill zits!
i wanna go bathe now!
ok byee!

do you still....?

2009-02-15T04:23:00.000-08:00

no its not okay.
nothing is okay.
i cant pretend that it is.
but if you are still gonna say nothing,
whats there left to say?
i'm getting sick of it.
i wanna study for exams, eat like a pig, be lively.
but i just seem to be sleeping and walking arnd zombiesh-ly.
i cannot deal with this again.
i'm drained.

2009-02-08T09:59:00.000-08:00

i dont like this.

its making me think too much.

shit.

shld i have nvr gone in the pit?

2009-02-07T08:37:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry.

life's pretty messed up nowadays.

my head is like swimming in thoughts.

have no idea whats going on much these days.

just wanna get over exams now.

feel like leaving,

leaving my mind for awhile.

clear my head.

anyway,

i've got to study.

need to pull up my hopeless gpa.

sometimes i think too much.

i cant help it.

i think i'm falling too hard.

somehow i still wanna know why u do.

ur ans seems emotionless.

sorry, it gets irritating.

2009-01-29T19:44:00.000-08:00

2009-01-09T08:17:00.000-08:00

HI MYDIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

(on the 9th jan)

this is expecially for u!
look its miley cyrus for u!
bet u're loving this moment as u stare at her....or her goods :)
a picture u've nvr seen bfore.
i will upload our playgrnd pics soon.

this is another one!
but i think she looks really weird in this pic.

i dont exactly like her la!
so pardon me for putting this pic.
must have a balance since the pic above is kinda good looking.ok i shall update again when my com and phone wanna work tgt.

2008-12-25T07:45:00.000-08:00

YAO!
sleptover at her hse for 2 nights.
=)

GUESS WHATS THIS!!

its actually all the food u see on the table!
okay not ALL but some of it.
cos right, we only had like a few minutes left to do our last minute orders,
SO! we did mass ordering.

we were still kinda hungry and entu eating here.

we "finished" our food!

cold salmon,
yao and bert's fave dish!

a quarter of the stuff we ate.

our many bowls of soup & CHAUMUSHIEEE
(i have no idea how to spell it)

ok i dont think i can eat this for the next few months..

LOVE.

AWESOME SLEEPOVER!!
we slept with our legs on the chairs.

thank you bestie.

this is still quite funny.

i'm sorry for creating the distance.

no this is NOT how robert looks like.
yao's camera skills.

i think i can go do shampoo ad!!!!!!!!!
ahah.

we both 2 large drinks to share and ended up drinking our own drinks.

thanks for standing by me.

our budget $6 manicure.

FLEA MARKET!!
day 2,
we were entu wearing mel's hats.

anthony was nice enough to come down and help.
yaoyao looks squashed.

shirui and the nice entu aunties who helped us to scream "ONE DOLLARRR"!

WE WERE COOL!
(only on flea market day 2)

DAY 1
our eating mess.

unude, mel and shiqi's flea market!
it was happy! :D

yao come back and have flea market with us again!
=)

2008-11-14T09:03:00.000-08:00

robert thought me n yao wldnt do this.
he was WRONG!
hahah.

1. Do you have secrets?
ya of course. depends on who i'll tell them to. yao, robert and my sis are my secret keepers :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
a few months younger? okay.
a yr younger also ok but he has to look older than me.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
ya. school is actually quite nice. keeps me busy!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-i'll donate to the poor. world peace!-
honestly, i'll keep some. i need money to buy alot of things. then i'll buy a birkin bag for robert, a pink car for shirui, a ticket to taylor swift's concert for my sis (that includes a backstage pass), a swimming pool for my parents (they LOVE to swim). ANDANDAND i wld love love love to get a ferrari and a vintage car for myself, go to some skin doc to kill the ugly zits and scars and if i'm not in vet sch then i'll go study to get there! :D and i wanna travel the world! then i guess i'll save or invest or give my parents some money. i feel sorry for those people who are super poor and skinny, so i think i'll still donate.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i already love them.
nah not in that kind of way.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
does the person i love, love me back?
if yes then that'd be very blissful.
but i guess its more to the being loved by someone.
better still if i love the person who loves me.
ok this is a very fantasizing kind of ques.

7. Who do you idolise?
i dont really idolise anyone.
but i DO look up to people.
like in that kind of WOW THEY ARE SO COOL way.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
does the guy like me EVEN THOUGH he is attached??????
hahahaaha.
wellll, as much as i wld kinda like the guy to belong to me.
i wldnt want to break them up or do anything mean.
just be friends.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
chatting with yao n robert make me HIGH.
family overseas trips.

10. Do you have any regrets?
nope, not that i can rmb of. i dont like to live in regrets.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i want to be a vet!
i will still of course have yao n robert and my family and friends.
i guess i'll be working.
and i'll have a dog.
and i can drive!
can i be rich????

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
kinda pretty obvious in the previous above ques.
MOST SUPER SUPER MOST IMPT are....
family (although they do make me piss at times), yao, robert.

13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
robert?
caring!
hahah he likes hotness!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
can i be single and rich but have a fiance/bf? :D
i think i'll rather be single and rich.
cos if u are (unhappily) married and poor then that would really suck.

15. What is your favourite colour?
blue, red, brown, white...

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i havent been in one so i wldnt know.
but IF i was in one then i guess i wld kinda not exactly give it all, need to protect myself ah!
what if the guy is mean or smth.
then again, maybe i'll be naive and unconsciously give all.
ahhh when i get one then i'll tell you :D

17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
pour acid on them!!
hahaha nononono i'm not that disgustingly mean.
ok let me think of the person i use to hate.
well...it wld alrdy be a joke is she asked for my forgiveness.
she has to be ULTRA sincere.
forgive her?? she is pretty much non-existant in my life.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
horrible..like INTENTIONALLY MURDER my loved ones?
NO!

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
both.
but for now in a relationship (NO i'm not desperate)
cos i havent been in one, so kinda wanna know how it feels like. curious ok!
being single and seeing people being in one kinda makes u feel...u know!
but then i guess i'll miss being single.

20. 6 people I have tagged:
okay my blog has been quite dead for a while.
so whoever sees it then do it.
=D

2008-11-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

HALLO!
ok so it has been long since i last blogged.
sch has started,
MSTs are coming in...less than a month??
timetable is seriously screwed up.
have to wake up at 6 or 630 everyday.
i need SLEEEEEEEP, badly.

so my modules have changed.
the only module thats worth looking forward to is...my GEMs.
java...ew.
DBMS...terror.
maths...omg.
MOB...okaaaaaay laaaa.
so, gotta study!

i've decided to keep myself busy!
i think i'm like quite free la.
got DMIT badminton event coming up.
and FOC planning.
get involved!

i am thinking of cutting my hair,
or doing smth to it.
other than coloured extensions.
=)

rob and his cam.
apparently it has disappointed him twice.

CARS!
1947 Plymouth!
got this thing for vintage cars!
and F1 cars!
Ferrari cars!!
but cant afford =(

1971 VW beetle convertible

melody's dog.
it is SUPER hyper.
cannot stop jumping.
it didnt take the dog long to jump up again, aft it lay down.

it IS hyper.
i had to tackle it cos i wanted to take a pic with it.

failed to imitate.

yes, hami is GONE.
new maid came, mum not pleased so gonna change.
AGAIN.
this always happens.

F1!!!!!
it was super noisy.
but i caught a glimpse of the super hot sexy red ferrari car.
yaya, quite lame, i know!

THIS is robert's creation.
(the left one obviously)
he decided to photoshop me.
the bulges on my arms are "muscles" according to him.
he was trying to make me look fatter.
haha

heheheheheheee.
yaooo!!!!!!!!

played with my cousin's apple laptop.
i want one tooooooo!

apple laptop takes funny pics.
ok TILL THEN!

2008-08-25T13:24:00.000-07:00

didnt realise that its been a month plus since i've last blogged.

i'm having exams now.

its gonna be over in....a few more days.

YAO'S BACK.

i have apparently grown fatter.

YES, fatter!

believe it.

i'm actually contented right now.

i have family, friends, yao, bert.

its good.

all good.

i'm 17!!

2008-07-20T21:18:00.000-07:00

having 4 projects in 2 weeks, exams are coming, this is getting hectic.

i'm yet to finish marketing project which needs to be done by wed.

okay, shall stay positive! :D

i can do it!!

its okay now, i'm sorry too.

i'll put in more effort.

miss you loads!

no matter what, we will always be, best friends, i wont leave.

robert...good luck for ur week ahead :D

2008-07-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

http://www.unude.blogspot.com

this is great shopping!

so re-nude today :D

2008-07-02T20:34:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm quite ticked off.

i seriously dont know why.

its like seeing her just blasts my blood vessels.

and like AARRGGHH!!

esp. when the teacher called for us,

i stood up, she looked at me and went "HUH?"...

okay, her face at that point of time was literally so slap-able.

but i'm proud of my wcd project.

gosh she pisses me off!

and there is she sitting beside me smiling to herself as she kills people online.

2008-06-16T12:52:00.000-07:00

so the past week was spent doing weird things like..

drinking beehoon+sugar+water,

milk,pudding,and smth else
getting killed by eating garlic,

seriously can compare with wasabi.

got my leg flushed down the toilet bowl

brought pitik to simpang

and learnt thai card games.

basically, i've yet to study.

really really REALLY need to start.

having MSTs next week alrdy.

dont wanna fail.

and IEB is seriously long and torturous.

feel screwed up.

STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY!

sorry for being unproductive :D

2008-06-14T08:49:00.000-07:00

ONCE AGAIN!

you succeeded in pissing the shit out of us.

seriously, how can people work with you?!

you apparently dont even give a shit abt the project,

the project was dued 2 weeks ago,

yes TWO WHOLE DAMN WEEKS!

and you werent even busy!

you have questions on the project and you cant even ask us?!

have you no freakin sense of urgency!

okay so this was how the convo went on msn.

me: have you finished ieb project?

girl: oops

me: oops what?

girl: sry i havent finish, do halfway, dunno how to continue le

me: do you know when its dued?

girl: ya, i tink its last last wed

me: last last wed? and you havent finish?!

girl: nope

jo: this is ur part of the job..

girl: ya i noe, i will try to finish b4 the holidays end

me: you busy is it?

girl: err not so, just dont know how to continue (with the project)

jo: what you mean by dunno how to continue

girl: i mean i do the video halfway, not yet 3 mins

jo: maximum 3 min

girl: oooo dat means i can send le la

me: can you just send, its dued very long alrdy

jo: 2 weeks

girl: ok wads the teacher's email?

jo: can you like ask us if you have probs with ur part?!!

girl: ok sorry lo

like WHAT THE HELL!

you can still happily oops!!

GOSH!

theres more..

me: go blackboard and find the teacher's email

girl: ok tkx

aft a while...

me: are you sending?

girl: ltr can?

blow up.

LATER!

you still can demand for a LATER!!

how many laters do you want?!

its alrdy 2 weeks late and you still can LATER!

ohmygosh.

i really dont know what to say alrdy.

i mean...GOOOOSSSSHHH!

wcd project i'm actually stuck with her,

and i have to do everything cos basically she's like that.

sorry if i'm mean or what,

but i cannot take it now.

smack over the limit.

everytime when i talk to you i need to be everso calm.

and you will just smack it right back in my face.

but frm here, i will learn to be more patient with you.

which you will pull my strings again..

i really dont like to deal with you.

seriously, i'll rather eat garlic.

shirui!! robert!!!

2008-06-06T10:47:00.000-07:00

yes i do hope that things work out too!!

we know you want things to be perfect and everything,

so its okay :D

went out with robert and pitik today

he drank super big gulp,

end up feeling ultra full right!

just as i promised

2008-06-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

i'm apparently blogging in the toilet.

no, i'm not deprived of a room.

shirui's handphone no money,

need to get the topup card very very soon.

she is good with words la.

all in all,

miss you and love you bff :)

I'M ON HOLIDAY FOR 3 WEEKS!

yay!

yao, must reply my emails ok since your skype is spoilt.

so went out with my sis today,

and she asked her bf along.

so we all went to watch sex and the city tgt.

it was nice..

alittle sexual,

but NICE.

very sweet movie.

anyway,

derrick's a good guy.

part of his brain/mind belongs to my sis.

hope that they'll continue lasting.

yup, thats them.

2008-05-28T18:59:00.001-07:00

my hols are finally here!

shirui just went back.

it was great having her back

alots of talking and fun and eating!

from ya kun to sakae.

yao wanted lemon honey ice blended (which they dont sell)

so we bought lemon and honey ice blended and MIXED them tgt.

i ended up having to be the guinea pig.

feeling so super full with all the bubble tea,

we went to the arcade to "exercise"

car racing was GOOOD

laughed our asses off bcos of this game

ya kun!
yes, more eating.

had fun at foodcourt.
took really silly photos.

SAKAE SUSHI SUPPER BUFFET!

they stopped aft a while,
me and yao were ENTU!
know how we eat so much sushi?

cos we only ate the top of for some sushi-s

:D

my sashimi slid of my plate when i raised it up to take a pic.

laughed like mad.

this was our wasabi eating contest.
the incredible mess we made after eating 70 plus plates.
yes SEVENTY PLUS.
no kidding.
she took peas for her mum
they were dead beat aft eating (less than us)
:Dthe day yao went off,
she gave me and robert each this frame.
it sure came as a shock.
its really nice!
so touched la.
bff
robert's

it'd take a million years

to forget what we've shared

the joy

(this looks kinda vulgar)

the laughter

the sadness

basically,

you'll never be forgotten despite the miles.

sorry for the insensitive period,

thanks for all.

keep this connection, k?

so be lady like in thailand (damned nutty),

then when you come back, you can be "young" again with us.

stay strong as ever!

we'll always be proud of you wherever you go.

i'm ever so grateful to you.

you are part of who i am now.

love yao.

2008-05-28T18:59:00.000-07:00

2008-05-18T12:19:00.000-07:00

PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS!

AND ABOVE THAT TUTORIALS!

*pulls hair*

ohmy!

so little time to finish it all!

okay i shall take it easy.

anyway AHYAO is back!

WELCOME HOME!

and she's gonna sneak to my hse now,

then leave before my parents wake up!

haha.

forever doing this kinda stuff when she's around.

but still,

i feel kinda guilty.

went out with abigial on sat.

finally get to meet her aft all those years.

after all those years of no contact,

we still have lots to say.

went to watch "what happens in las vegas"

was really funny!

the movies now are nice.

previously was harold and kumar

(shall not think abt that now)

that movie was hilarious.

i'm actually pretty grateful to my sis bf,

he's been helping me alot.

been there to calm me down when i was freaking pissed off with those suckers.

really feels like a big brother.

i'm so busy now.

theres nothing else to think about.

at least in this way,

i wouldn't keep on thinking too much,

or hoping that smth might happen.

its alot less "painful" like that.

2008-05-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

projects are piling up now.

hectic i tell you!

so many things to do,

so many things i'm yet to understand.

CA1 for CRS is coming up so wish me luck!

i'll be discussing on a topic with this guy i never talk to in class n my lecturer.

the guy might just piss me off.

he's always uttering rubbish in class.

so i think i'll be able to shoot him back if he does.

yes, dar and bert taught me well :D

one of the projects i've got to do is a video one.

i have to talk to the camera for 3 min.

talking abt a topic i don't understand and do research on.

kinda dumb but no choice right.

that i have to give by sat or sun.

and i haven't started!!

library with xu mei.

they say i can't stop laughing.

as robert has been emphasising and doing,

is to study.

i've not been concentrating fully on my studies.

so i guess i shall study hard during the weekends.

hope it works!

i miss yao!

i'm done with all these confusing bullshit.

shalln't crack my brains to see what you're thinking.

2008-05-04T23:46:00.000-07:00

i'm currently in sch, having ITOS.

totally clueless and bored.

actually poly life is not bad.

just that i need to stop being late for sch everyday.

i'm brainy

look at lina's BIG eyes
hello big boobs......and thin arms.

multi-shot

met up with robert aft sch!
haven't seen him in weeks.
yao is worse, haven't seen her in ages.

i was deprived.
he's head is small :)

higher ground

yeah, one's missing.
I HAVE MUSCLES!
i've been working out :D

okay, yao is missing again.
but she's strong.
those classmates of hers.
boils the blood.
and robert,
hope that you can find someone to go with.
to both of you,
keep going.
to yao,
CALL ME!

apart from all the projects and upcoming CA1,
i'm actually quite fine now.
unexpected but its all good.
just kinda miss those times.
and i need SLEEP!
i'm so tired i could just fall asleep anywhere.

2008-04-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO!

i'm totally in school now.

holidays are over :(

YES I'M IN SCHOOL!

and i'm not wearing school uniform!

and i'm using my laptop!!

i have my own laptop!

BYEEEE!!

2008-03-28T10:48:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO!!

okay, i received my first paycheck 2 days ago!

the feeling was like "chee-ching!"

but obviously i don't get all of it.

some had to be saved in the bank.

in a way its good,

cos if i had that in cash..

i might spend it.

so my hols are practically spent working.

its not that bad actually.

gonna stop working in a week's time.

SCHOOL IS GONNA START SOON!

before that i've to go thru' 5 (yes, FIVE) days of compulsory orientation!

crap.

gets me pissed just thinking of it.

we have FLAG DAY and COMPUTER LESSON.

ohmygosh.

they bring a whole new level to orientation.

shirui told me abt a research on how to grow fat!

which is to eat faster,

which she had emphasised since we became friends.

but i'll try, again :D

i feel happy with life now.

theres so much to cherish.

family, a lifelong friendship....

for now, things are just right.

i just took some pics from yao and robert's blog since they have it all.

BESTFRIENDSFOREVER!!

weird greeen monster, dog, bear

we'll always be there for each other :D

i'm flash resistant!

2008-02-27T08:20:00.000-08:00

dear shirui,

okay i miss you,

and i'll miss you a whole lot when you're overseas studying and working for the next few years.

knowing that you're all alone there makes me feel sad.

i know you are good at coping,

just don't wanna see you so tired.

although i can't exactly see you but you know what i mean.

and now that you're in china,

you're not only tired, but cold.

anyway,

i just feel like giving you a HUG!

so maybe you won't feel so lonely :D

but you gotta know that you're brave,

not everyone can do what you're doing.

its honestly NOT easy.

and we're all proud of you.

hoping you could have been here to go out and spend time with us.

i know that things won't exactly be the same aft those years,

but whenever you come back to visit,

i'll make time for you.

you will ALWAYS be my best friend,

and i'll greatly miss you.

hope that wherever you are,

you'll always be happy.

cos thats what you really want.

take care and...take MORE care :D

love you.

you can always call when you're lonely :)

2008-02-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY GOT A JOB!

at taka CK underwear.

been working for 3 days already.

and i actually kinda like it.

except for the chinese new year music that plays repeatedly,

which seriously gets irritating at times.

kinda reminds me of c.o.

anyway, i did okay for O Levels.

got 15 for L1R4.

minus 2 for CCA.

kinda shocked though.

c.o was kind enough to give me 2 points even though i'm always finding ways to skip it.

i'm going poly!

i don't want the hols to end.

anyway, sorry robert for killing your cake.

i realised i'm kinda proud of shirui.

lets just say, she's did well and is doing good :D

keep it up!

and to my dear sister,

stop spending money.

2008-01-23T08:16:00.000-08:00

I AM HAVING A NERVE WRECK!

yeah i know that its just O Level results, but its still results!
okay so to all who're nervous abt tmr, all the best!
hope we can all sleep well tonight!

2008-01-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

yaoyao totally enjoyed it.

friends!
taking the cookies out of the oven.

it was HOT!

this were pics of the last few days before shirui went back to thailand for months.

baked cookies with melody, shirui, robert.

they were delicious.

anyway,

i've found a job!!

aft looking around for so long,

robert and i found a job at raffles hotel,

waitressing.

yeah.

raffles hotel is just really nice.

REALLY NICE.

it just doesn't look anything like singapore which has buildings and more buildings.

i have no idea whether the job will be tough,

but i'll survive.

and yeah expectations there are high.

but the worse, nerve wrecking thing now is O LEVEL RESULTS!

i hope i'll survive!

2008-01-16T08:19:00.000-08:00

the past one week was really fun.

alot had happened, but i'm not tired.

seems like everyone lacks sleep.

so shirui has flew off to thailand alone for the next few months.

gonna miss her.

so yao please take care of urself.

i'm still can't find a job, not like i've been active in it or anything, so i'll continue tmr.

just really in need of cash.

2008-01-04T22:23:00.000-08:00

part 2 of japan trip.

at universal studios.

on the way there.

hard rock cafe.
entrance of univerasal studios
roller coaster!!!
snoopy's friend..i think
the big ball
sister

woodywoodpecker's wife

family.

vivian
look at the crowd.

and sesame street came along.
they danced

i'm sure you'll know this is big bird.
ernie and some other guy.

the cars look damn nice.
back to the future car.

taxi

sesame street's house.

candy cane.
big bell

we rode this a few times and got wet.

photo taking!

peter pan show
looks like some illusion.

the girl from wizard of oz
coco loves the lion

this was one hell of a roller coaster ride.

pink panther's shop
no wonder the cafe was pink
shopping!

merry christmas!

O level results are coming,

i'm waiting to work,

shirui has come back and is going back to thailand soon,

i've decided to go to poly,

i have to decide what course to take,

i'm so in need of money,

i have to gain weight and look like i did so i can refrain from looking like a satay stick.

2007-12-30T23:20:00.000-08:00

firstly, happy new year to everyone.

hope that everyone will have a better new year ahead.

anyway, after so long, i'm blogging abt my japan trip.

so here goes :D

in changi airport.

thats my aunt
the huge x'mas tree in japan airport
and it was filled with these teddy bears

at the JR station finding our way to the hotel

found this in the office
it was nicely decorated :)
thats the local train
and this the shinkansen (bullet train)
its comfy

and we have all finally reached osaka station aft a damn tiring plane and train ride.the strawberries there are damn huge

we ate alot there.

the food was seriously good.

so we made our way to this place which i can't remember.
it was kinda like a village.

a jap primary school

they even have a playground.

passed by a local shop selling nice accesorries.

some kinda berries

so we went for a bamboo trail.

there was alot of bamboos.

my cousin coco.

plenty of bamboos everywhere.

these are stores selling things that are all made of bamboo.
they're very creative.

he is very strong.

wind mills

and we saw geishas!

then we walked along this road where there are shops that sell such cute stuffs.

the stuffs inside the shops are nice but ex.

the ice cream is GOOOOOOD!

so is the hotdog
i actually though that both signs were female toilets.

the outside of the toilet.

heater!

the thing that we'll immediately go to when we enter a shop.

before leaving the 'village' we went to this piano-train museum

chandeliers

sister dear

my sister beside some famous musician
and this is beethoven...i think.

so this was the first day.

i'll upload the rest another day.

the trip was kinda fun.

service can make you go "wow".

bye.

2007-12-10T18:21:00.000-08:00

i was looking through some old pics.

and i came across these.

my its classic.

we all changed alot.

its kinda funny to see photos of yourself years ago.

brings back lots of memories.

this was in sec 1.

it was the time when i thought joey was nice.

but i was naive.

sec 2.
this was sec 3.

during chinese lesson where you always have nothing to do.

outing!

this was the period when we skipped sch just to send robert off to the airport.

mydin is always...horny.

shirui please don't be mad at me :D

but this is the funniest np.

so sweet :D

during p.e!

we were trying out a new style

PERTH!

with the super cute quaker.

this was random.

i still didn't know really know shirui then.

first 3e1 class outing.

to the night safari.

orchard.

went to the airport to study.

feels kinda weird not studying for very long.

but its good!

in shirui's room.

i am such a good photographer.

shirui's hse.

baking cookies!

we are always either baking cookies or making jelly.

the first day i wore contacts!

yes and thats my sister.

on the way to IMM.

oh yes!

the steamboat day!

where we got pissed off by this girl's sucky attitude.

GRAD NIGHT!

mydin just wanted to act horny.

haven't really been doing much these few days.

going off to japan this friday.

so robert and i were talking on skype and reading this blog.

and i realise that more and more people are using a language thats out of the world.

even alien language might sound better.

yes! its the "act cute" language.

we were reading it out loud and it was hilarious trying to pronounce the "euus", "wors".

seriously don't understand why people have to embarrass themselves by doing that.

haiix okies sho iiee gottuu go liaos. shall blogg next tym wenn iie'm online worhs. dunch miss miee horxX.

okay bye!

2007-12-05T15:41:00.000-08:00

i went shopping ystd with my mum.

and i bought this shirt!

shall wear it for new year.

its niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

2007-12-04T19:57:00.000-08:00

i'm talking to shirui on SKYPE!

and we're both watching the same movie on youtube.

so we're watching movie together.

anyway,

i baked cookies ystd!

mygoodness.

its was GOOOOOOD!

so here are some pictures of the delicious cookies.

they're actually for my sister's friend.

cos she has no time

so i did the job for her :D

i used two ovens.

no, not kiasu.

these are the lovely cookies!

and i displayed my creativeness!

this was suppose to be a star.

but i guess it turned out..otherwise.

this is nice to eat.

really.

i'm going out later!

finally.

been stuck at home for ages.

2007-12-03T02:46:00.000-08:00

i got a skype account today!!

and it was exciting.

yeah i know i sound kinda su ku.

i was talking to shirui and robert on the headphone!

and we were all in different countries.

how cool is that!

at first i couldn't find a speaker in my hse,

so shirui was talking and i was typing on msn.

and we're going to talk tmr at 6.45am.

which is EARLY!

but i'll wake up :D

skype is genius!

2007-11-29T00:31:00.000-08:00

i feel like i'm slowly rotting at home.

i need to go x'mas shopping.

have been living in my cousin's hse for the past 3 days.

and my mum is gonna blow when she sees my phone bill tonight.

hope i'll still be alive tmr to tell the story.

2007-11-27T01:58:00.000-08:00

this is a post mainly to my 2 best friends.

i know family is important so other than that great friends are important too.

OKAY!

i finally uploaded all the pics.

its seriously tiring.

anyway, i shall begin with roller blading on the 21/10.

felt totally unstable and on the verge of falling each time i put my legs into those skates.

thank goodness shirui and robert were there.

then we were off to robert's hse!

had shirui's cooking for lunch.

it was good!

look at robert's hair.

AND NOW FOR PROM!!

we were in the taxi on the way to downtown east for prom!

i'm just nervous, not retarded as what shirui's says

ahh, prom.

my lovely best friend!

mdm adibah-hahaha (thats her email)

gonna miss her chim english.

and we are yet to see her without her scarf over her head :)

the ladies from the - gang.

yes,its shannon in blue posing with us.

no, you're not dreaming.

sweet sanofar in pink!

okaay, lets not try to stare at the centre to much :)

i'm the white among the blackies.

mydin is impolite to stay on the phone.

4E1!!

at least we don't look so nerdy for once.

okay, so after prom i went home.

while everyone else was still taking pics.

simply cos of my parents.

then aft my parents went to sleep, shirui robert and chunkit came over.

and quietly, they kidnapped me.

and he headed off to..

CLARKE QUAY!!

and had a BLAST!

now i'm loving clarke quay.

so we got into jumping.

started jumping from the ground to the stairs.

i know it sounds dumb

but it was so exciting.

so we sat down and played 7-up.

with drinks, which was what robert's bag was filled with.

7-up was fun.

very addictive.

so this was me before i started losing..

and losing...

and losing.

and i ended up high.

peishan kept on losing too.

but she didn't get high.

the rest were just lucky.

no, shirui was perfectly fine.

she's just normally very prone to doing stuffs you usually do when you get high.

like playing with your shoe.

no, i'm definately NOT drunk.

group photo!

my, robert looks red.

after a while,

peishan had to leave.

so we stayed on and decided to run.

then we got into fish leong's poster!

the tree was just fascinating.

so we climbed on and took pics and played with the big golden balls.

opposite attracts :)

with our itchy legs, we climbed onto something else.

and we were into jumping again!

what can i say, i'm good at it :)

we stopped moving around after sometime.

and sat down looking at the river.

and we are in the lift rushing to take pics.

finally, we reached shirui's hse.

quietly calling for her maid to open the door.

this was my lovely hair for the day.

it was maggie-fied.

lets not forget to thank robert, the photographer.

and without the camera, robert couldn't have taken those amazing pics.

after 4 years in sec school.

what can i say, i found great friends.

actually 2 only.

one is my best friend, YAO SHIRUI.

we went from disliking each other to actually loving best friends :D

the person who believes in natural healing and not medicine.

who's the complete opposite of me.

who has taught me plenty.

always has a way to make me happy when i'm sad.

who's so generous.

who is seriously very frank to me.

who talks logic into me everytime.

whom i know will keep this friendship for life.

who has shared pissness, fun, joy and so much more with me.

who motivates me to study.

who will somehow know whether i'm keeping something from her.

who made me see so much.

who has done so much for me.

and even though we quarrel, i know she'll still love me :)

to robert.

my best guy friend.

you look constipated.

anyway, he's crazy.

someone who eats weird food combo.

one who is sensitive to people's feelings around him.

one who use to make fun of me to one who laughs with me.

from being fake to being real.

will wait for me and shirui when we have our late moments.

whos flexible with anything.

who gets touched by the slightest thing and touches others in the same way.

and whom will also carry this friendship all the way.

so to my two best friends who have been through so much with me.

a big THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU!

thanks for your understanding esp. each time i can't go out and you guys have to come to my hse or plans will have to change.

both of you are really special.

thanks for listening and being there 24/7.

and always telling me to have some confidence in myself.

promises made won't be broken.

the last 2 years of my sec school years were the most complicated ones and if losing previous friends gained me two great ones, its worth it.

to us and to our lifelong friendship.

CHEERS!

2007-11-17T06:41:00.000-08:00

just came home from sharon's church event.

well..

it started out happily but ended shitty becos of one girl.

she was SO FUSSY!

at first me robert adeline and sharon thought we were sitting alone.

so me and adeline dumbed food into the boiling soup.

which is what you do for steamboats right?

apparently, she disagrees.

we came back to the table to be greeted with a rude "who put all the food inside?"

"you're suppose to put the food little by little"

"and who put the prawn inside (me)? its like already cooked la! (well then take it out!)"

"since you put them inside then you all just eat them"

and she began digging our fishballs out.

like HELLO?

who the hell wanted to sit there?

if you have some big prob with us putting ALL THE FOOD INSIDE then scoot!

i'm be gladly waving goodbye.

it was like damn pissing.

so aft all our fishballs were thrown out of the boat by her,

she and her friends put food little by little onto their spoons into the soup.

then when robert put veg inside,

she went "huh we took out all the food and he still put more inside"

excuse me,

the steamboat doesn't belong to you.

if you're so selfish bring your own one next time,

then sit on another table and fuss abt your steamboat without pissing anyone else off.

so aft while, she decided to contradict herself.

she went to put alot of food into the boat.

HAH!

and she whispered abt us to her friends beside her.

well if it was meant to be seen by us why not voice it out.

we would like to hear your complaints abt the steamboat.

she's the first person i see who gets so fussy with how much food you can put inside the steamboat.

get a life.

theres so much other stuffs to be fussy abt than a.......steamboat.

totally makes all of us not wanna go back there.

sorry sharon.

so before we left, robert went "bye.......suckers"

hah.

anyway on to happy news.

went to vivo in the morning and bought....

a pair of zara skinny jeans!!!!

i'm so in love with them!

and they're kinda cheap.

my mum was nice enough to get them for me.

feels odd with yao not here.

2007-11-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

O's are 'over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay theres still one more paper left..

which is pure chem mcq which is four days later so i'm totally relaxing now :D

O's were okay..

screwed up physics and a maths though..

but its over so no point thinking about it..

for now.

guess what!!!!!

i bought contacts today!!!

and shirui is kind enough to sponsor me :)

thanks!

its not easy to take in and put out cos myy eyelids will blink like crazy..

and now my eyes are red.

but contacts was surprisingly comfortable.

so i should go and buy again after my monthly ends!

okay..

went to shirui's hse today and played!

me shirui robert and peishan turned childish at night and decided to relive our childhood by playing kid games.

and our punishment was to do spastic actions.

somehow they found mine freaking hilarious when i was shaking my body oddly.

felt like a spastic clown.

but it was real fun.

spastic but fun.

after O's really finish..

i'm going SHOPPING!

for grad night first then for my needs.

so i need money.

and i need to find a job soon.

STUDYING IS OVER NOW I SHALL REEEELAAAAAX!:D

2007-08-25T10:30:00.000-07:00

thanks for the GREAT day :D

2007-08-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

okay shall blog one last time cos i won't be blogging for a damn long time,

i need to prepare for Os already.

gonna enjoy this weekend and study hard next week onwards.

i totally screwed up mock.

my memory is failing me.

can even forget what i studied the night before.

social studies paper was funny.

ended up drawing and wasting the 45 minutes away.

no its not because i didn't study.

cos the teachers didn't tell us what to study

so we had to choose the topics ourself.

and me shirui and robert studied population which DIDN'T come out.

but we're not the only ones,

there are plenty others.

i don't think anyone would have thought development would come out.

seriously tired this whole week.

i need to SLEEP!

anyway,

i shall start burying my head in books next week.

and this time my plan WON'T fail.

so goodbye!

2007-08-24T09:09:00.000-07:00

to YAO SHIRUI:

thanks for your dedication!

it was really touching :D

thanks for EVERYTHING.

for your kindness,

for always being there for me,

sharing my joy sadness and anger,

being honest with me,

guiding me,

caring for me,

making sure that i'll grow fatter

and putting a smile on my face at all times :)

thanks for the breakfast on my birthday!

sorry for pissing you off sometimes.

but thanks for enduring my slow-ness.

you're really important and special too =)

cos you're my BEST FRIEND!

love ya MORE!

2007-08-21T05:14:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry.
really.
i'm trying but it never seems right.

2007-06-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

rhaven't blogged for ages

blogger feels so foreign.

chinese Os are over,

and i totally think i'm gonna retake.

so like all the tuition was wasted in a way.

anyway.

i'm grounded.

yeah like for nothing

or maybe its because of my poor mid yr results.

so i'm stuck at home

like literally.

i only leave the house to go out on sunday.

i feel so pathetic.

all these because of Os

and theres study camp for the whole of next week.

joy.

nevermind its okay

all for good results.

i so wanna get out of this.

2007-05-06T08:58:00.001-07:00

2007-02-10T05:02:00.000-08:00

work yesterday was alot better than the last week..

felt so much relaxed.

but nxt week will be a killer.

cos shirui won't be there and i'll have go there alone..

and the best part is that i have to conduct games for the kids.

alone.

quite scary.

and if the boss is there i'll feel like dying.

2007-02-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

its been a long time that i last updated.

i'm now working!!!!!

yessss!!!!!

i feel so grown up!

i'm working with shirui and we're assisting coaches who teach kids how to rollerblade.

although the kids can blade better than us.

the jobs not bad.

its kinda fun actually.

although the first day wasn't that good.

but i'm working!!!

earning CIP points and getting money at the same time!!!

lovely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm doing well in my a maths!!!!!

could have totally took barry lim's 2 bucks when i reached my target but couldn't!!!!!!!!!!!

felt damn pissed!!

then i thought of common test and mid-yr!!

and if he doesn't change my partner IMMEDIATELY!!!

i won't get all the 2 bucks, 5 bucks etc..

CHANGE MY PARTNER!!!!!

there's no point asking me to work HAND-IN-HAND with her cos i WON'T EVER DO IT!!!!

so the only way is to CHANGE MY PARTNER!!

IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-11T02:21:00.000-08:00

the a maths test is finally over!!!!!!

and i'll strangle myself if i don't pass..

if i study so hard and fail means that i'll drop a maths..

which i wouldn't want cos i might drop chinese too.

had last minute a maths tuition with shirui for 4 hours yesterday

she was totally bored out and didn't realise that she was showing a very bitchy face which made me laugh out of a sudden.

which was totally tiring..

my dark eye rings are gonna get worse

cos hmk is piling up like mountains..

its the last year and yet the most stressful..

YAO SHIRUI! i want my GELARE!!!!

2006-12-13T21:12:00.000-08:00

lovely..

i'm getting out of here soon!

i feel like i'm rotting at home..

but in a enjoyable way.

better enjoy myself now cos nxt yr i can even touch the tv..

my mum will totally scream her head off if she sees me watching tv nxt yr..

so i shall enjoy the last few weeks of holiday.

before the stress master comes for me.

i'm feeling quite excited!!!

2006-11-03T01:01:00.000-08:00

staying at home is kinda boring..

i need to entertain myself everyday

my parents are asking my to study for nxt yr's Os..

but i can't bring myself to study

yesterday was great fun!

went over to shirui's hse to make jelly..

we didn't really make it seriously..

we added brown sugar in but in the end it still turned out great!

aiyah....

okay lah

shirui you're the pro cooker lah

=) your mee siam was heavenly!

cook for me nxt time ok?!!

then shirui went to make some green jelly..

cos she thought that the jelly frm "my recipe" wld turn out sucky

cos both of our jelly looked like soup!

haha!!

we played tug-o-war..

hilarious!

we were straining our fingers and shouting away when we cldn't get pass the big green man!

then when her maid was washing the kitchen..

she dragged me in and we "skated" around the soapy wet floor, racing away

sad thing is that she's going to thailand for ages..

i think i'm going to run to thailand to stay with her

i'll missssssssss youuuu toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[nvr see robert for so long already..

i think i forgot how he look like..heh]

2006-11-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

****** you totally piss me off.

why in the world would we even care about how you live your life.

and why would we even wanna interfere with your life.

like you're SOOOOO important. *vomits*

and at least the person whose "english sucks like hell",

did way better than u in every other single subject.

you're like SOOOO full of yourself.

do really think you're such a great friend??

PUH LEASE, you bad-mouthed one of your best friends before.

and please, i did not "dump" her.

we just drifted apart.

and common sense will tell you that no NORMAL person would "dump" someone for a B****.

tsk tsk tsk.

and besides even though one day i realise how "dumb" i am (which will never happen)..

i won't even think abt going back to you..

because you are so NOT needed in my life too.

and i am VERY (xinfinity) happier now than i was before.

so quit being SO confident that one day i will go begging you to take me back.

because it will never never ever ever happen. HAH!!!

oh.

and i no longer think you're needed in my life either.

and now i totally get it why the SOOOO many people dislike you.

so move on with your life and stop bringing the things that (didn't happen to you) in the past up cos its none of your business

2006-10-21T20:38:00.000-07:00

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!

the exams are ovvveerrr!!

and i passedddddd my chineseeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i hope i only failed a maths..

i'm so pleased!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

you had so much faith in yourself..

too much actually..

but we won the battle!!!!

yyeeeehhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

next time please think carefully first..

and spare yourself.

yay!

i can relax now!

2006-10-06T00:33:00.000-07:00

first week of EOY sucked..

chinese sucked the worst!

somehow L just have to be so biase..

i wasn't the only who got that kinda marks

why put it so bad?

don't i get that kinda results?

must you announce to the world?

haven't others gotten worse than me?

just bcos you don't like someone..

doesn't mean that you have do that to the people around her.

or to her either...

do you find joy in doing that?

you are just like the pirated version of that irritating guy..

why do so hard when in the end its not what you confidently thought you could get?

hahahahahaha!

i can see my cells laughing

2006-09-30T04:08:00.000-07:00

EOY is in two days time..

shit.

this is getting on my nerves...

i haven't said anything and yet you just have to say something.

i was kind enough to do something for you even aft all that happened..

and now you're acting like a ----------

@#*%&#W#

2006-09-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

a few days ago..

shirui mydin and robert came over

to study.

we made a super unhealthy lunch

mydin and shirui put so much oyster sauce and salt..

but in the end it was delicious!

then after that we went to dress up in my pri. sch clothes.

all of us looked like farmers!

it was hilarious seeing mydin fit into my small size dress!!

haha!

then we studied somemore and went to the void deck

and ran around like little kids!

hahaaaa!

and the next day my body ached.

today when i came home..

and i was walking under my block..

i saw cockroaches...

MANY cockroaches!

at the void deck

they were on the walls lifts floor

some dead some alive

those disgusting creatures!

totally grossed me out that i decided walk to the other end of the block..

and walked all the way up to the 8th floor

it was tiring!

2006-08-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

the outing with shirui, mydin and bert lifted my mood!

it was funfunfun!

it was mad when we played that hokey thingy..

we were all whacking the thing around so violently.

toyrus was the best!

we ran around the place like some insane freaks..

then the lady was like giving us that look like we had just discovered our newfound childhood..

hah!

my block nose is killing me..

cos now i can only breathe from one nostril while the other one doesn't work..

but only collect dust.

yay!

tmr no sch!

i'm so gonna sleep til the sun shines on my backside!