I'LL SURVIVE!

Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 8:33 AM

finally i have some pics from GL training.
memories of all the ikhwan training.

dunno what he's doing.
kinda retard =)

YAY TEUTONS FOR GLORY!!
bloody "budapests".

we are all still so cheery aft punishmentSSSSS.

my nawaw hotpants.
love me cuteweerd.

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Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 5:59 AM

GL training is finally over.
you say you'll meet me. then you cancelled. you say you'll send me home. then you couldnt.
now i need to survive prep camp.
how many times do you wanna crush my hopes in a day?
and NIGHT WALK.
and i never even get a fking single "sorry".
i've been spending too much.
one sucky day aft another.
i've been having horrid days.
i am on the top of ur list. maybe that was 2 months ago.

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Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 10:18 AM

damn you.
i am not going bloody SIM.
so stop screaming ur lungs out.
you're just wasting your breath.

everything is kinda screwed up.
one aft another.
smth i do not need right now.

its all slipping away.
even you.

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7:26 AM

i'm losing grip day by day.
what happened? its fading, fast.
training tmr. how awesome.
bad day.

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Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 7:29 AM

i cant go for ADD, i am home watching reruns of FRIENDS, i am so bored, my phone is lonely, everyone else is having fun, AND I WANNA GO OUT DAMN IT!

sucks alrdy that i cant go for ADD, and sucks even worse that i have to STAY HOME.

on a MUCH BRIGHTER SIDE!
i got my pay, IN CASH!!
YAAAAY!!

its the littlest things that makes me think.
okay i really got nth left to do, so i will do this test on facebook. how awesome.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.(THANK YOU!) You are an efficient problem solver(ya i wish) because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.(sometimes only :D)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic(REALLY?!). When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.(mmmhmmmmmmmmmmmm)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person. (yaya this is getting mushy)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.(ohsodamntrue)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.(ya i do i do WANT to study hard, but somehow i cant bring myself to do that)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (I WANNA BE A VET!)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (okaaaay)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (YAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (heheh, scarily true)

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 9:03 AM

ah bullshit.
it stinks.
YES IT DOES!
i'm starting to feel everyone else was right.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

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Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 8:17 AM

nobody's happy ALL the time.
some are just good at hiding whats within.

bloody crap.
damn those push ups.
a part of me wants this to be over.
i've not dated in a bloody long time.

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Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 9:43 AM

hey yao!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
(although u are faraway in thailand)
guess things havent been going on well between us.
i'm sorry.
but whatever it is.
i hope u enjoy ur birthday.
take good care of yourself.
study hard.
see you soon when u return to singapore.
i hope alls well.

love, still.

ANYWAY!
been busy in school with camp stuff.
enrolment is over,
now there is more GL training, briefing, prep camp, and actual camp.
so everything will be over on the 9th!
and we will only be able to celebrate properly on the 6th of MAY!
which is seriously FRIGGIN LONG.

east coast pics.

besides the fact that i look kinda retarded, ericson looks worse!
hahaaaa

i like this pic.
~sometimes things just dont matter as much as before.

GLs.

okay i'm off to bed.
going sch to jog and gym with W,E,C.
then GL training.
WOOHOOO!
i am on the road to being healthy!
=)

oh and i forgot...
I WANT MY PAY!!

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Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 9:57 AM

been looking thru my pics.
i need to do smth to kill time!
so TAAADAAA!

lina, syakeer.
those days.

twin.
just alot blacker =)
and ABIT smarter.

japan with family.

RANGE ROVER!!
imagine it red and sexy.

i still love animals.

boring lessons,
results in cam whoring.
wan: TANKER!

that night of deep talk.

robert and my cap,
which is now broken.
damnit.

CHERYL ever-cute!

the face!

WOOHOOOO!

xumei.

K @ Moberly

my ever so occasional naps in class.

from yao.

sakae nights.

east coast.

we cycled for so long in search for a chicken.

the first time we had extensions.
urs pink, mine blue.
miss those crazy days.

robert came to SP!

I AM TALL!!

P'Tik and simpang.

bert likes this pic.
somehow it is appealing to him.

derrick!
who came and played.
the good old days when he wasnt busy.

airport study.

kiddy day.

hami.
i miss her.

my sister so blur.

nawaw.

every picture tells a story.
everyone enters ur life for a reason.

"love you baby, love you so much" when he means it, you just forget everything else.

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Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 6:23 AM

gosh i am annoyed.
dota stinks!!!

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 8:48 AM

my legs are not aching badly.
not at all.

stayed home all day.
watched movie.
watchmen is sadly alittle boring.

thanks for accompanying me, nawaw.
=)

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Monday, March 09, 2009 @ 8:14 AM

work is over!
woohoooo!
byebye standing for long hours,
and dreadful unhelpful people.
but i quite enjoyed work abit.
HURRY MONEY COME TO MEEEEEEEE!

ANYWAY
gl training today was omg tiring.
it was more like a training leg session.
squats, leg kicking, duck walk etc.
but yet still fun.

“You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with.” -Wayne W. Dyer

my sis has gone to taiwan.
quick come back!
the room is so empty without her.
=(

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Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 7:37 AM

been working as a surveyer for the past 3 days at career fair.
tmr's my last day!
work was...OMGSIAN today.
at least for like the first half.
felt so illegal.

anyway i'm kinda bored now.
internet is alittle boring aft a while.
searched for eyecandies.

ipod nano product red!!!!!!!!
ok i am STILL wanting this aft so damn long.
but its the old version and its no longer on sale, i think.
damnit.
iwantit.

new version.
dont see it in s'pore stores.
wth.
only online.
$248

$84 plus.
skullcandy.
wan's.

totally think this one is way hotter than wan's.
dont see it either in s'pore.
WHYWHYWHYWHY!
cant s'pore import more stuff!!

LEVIS skinnies.
USD 158

sports braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
$40 plus

if only money grew on trees.
and flying to overseas to buy things wld be like flying a magic carpet.

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. ~Oprah Winfrey

cant be so dependent.
dont wanna fall and cant get up.

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