today was okay...
got nothing much to say...
oh yeah....
juz tt tinking of the netball racial harmony games on thursday scares me...
i'm so not good wif crowds...
worrywart...
i scared lata if sumthing embarrasing happens ir wad...
n if its my fault...
den very paiseh...
den summore everytym play netball during p.e...
i always will step into the semi-circle..
wen i'm not suppose to...
den wad if i nvr catch the ball...
wad if no one passes me the ball....
i'll b standing dere lyk a statue...
okok...
enough of worrying...
makes me worse...
muz hav self-esteem...
huuuuummmmmm...
ok....
today can finally watch tong xin yuan...
aft so long...
cos of my dad...
dun let me watch chinese shows..
dunnoe wad he has against dem...
wad we can watch is only educational ones...
lyk japan hour..
on sundays..
which is a total bore...
n star wars video...
which is the nicest thing which he lets us watch...
aiyah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
these few days is so stressful...
summore got music xam cuming up...
nxt wk or sumthing..
n i play horribly...
oh well..
oh yeah oh yeah!!!
got topic to tok abt..
this aftnoon stay bac wif didi n erica...
for IPW project...
which we hav alot to complete...
cos every IPW lesson...
we juz slack dere..
de we told ma hla hla win...
to meet us at the library at 1.30...
so well...
we were late...
cos we were at popular buying stuffs for the project...
den we reach dere dunnoe wad tym...
den she was angry..
but she din say it at first..
but it was quite obvious...
cos she was taking the plasticine...
n smacking it on the table...
:P
den she finally said in chinese..
sumthing lyk..
" how cum u all dun respect me "
omgosh!!
wad a question..
den we were lyk saying no...
which was obvious we of course respect her..
den she say...
sumthing lyk..
" den y wen i tok to u u nvr answer me "
den erica was lyk..
" cos i nvr hear "
den she was angry...
den didi ask her to dun cry...
den she say..
" i cried once, n i will not do it again "
[ long story...say lata ]
den she was lyk kinda arguing wif erica...
but luckily erica was smart...
den she was the one hu was laughing the most the whole tym..
den she say tt summore wen she tok to us..
we go tok to other ppl...
kinda weird though..
cos we got tok to her wad..
anyway...
she lyk not happy wif us lyk tt....
n she added tt we were late...
make her wait...
n waste her tym
den we go n xplain tt we wen to popular to buy stuff...
den she say y cannot ask me to go wif u..
lyk...
muz we tell her our every move...
its lyk...
frm skool to the fourth level of east point..
den summore muz spend tym choosing the stuff..
den muz walk all the way bac..
izzen it abit too waste tym..
summore we were eating at east point..
so obviously..
since it was more convinent..
we aft eating go buy rite..
n bsides it was a last minute thing..
cos wen we walk outta east point..
we suddeny rmbered to buy the stuff...
how r we possibly suppose to tink of her at the moment..
it was lyk so rush...
juz bcos of tt..
n we nvr tok to her...
she angry wif us...
oh well..
typical..
ok..
we late....
our fault lah..
but den we go popular muz tell her abit..
?!?!?!?!?!?!??
den she over dere show temper...
den didi oso wanted to say...
" den hu were the ones hu go n visit u in the hospital while u were sick "
the mastermind was erica..i tink...
but den i ask didi dun tell...
plain stupidity..
oh well..
cos i dinn tink of the consquence...
she will obviously shuddup wen we ask her tt question...
den aft the arguement stopped...
she still not satisfied..
cos didi saw sum girl point middle finger..
which was kinda surprising for her..
den ma hla hla win tink tt we were toking abt her...
can't her facts right...
izzen her name ma hla hla win...
not sum other name rite...
so sensitive..
den summore she say sumthing lyk..
" if i did point the middle finger it not on purpose [ den dunnoe wad alreadi ] "
its lyk...
is she guilty tt she pointed the finger...
if not den y is she saying tt...
not lyk we wana noe or sumthin..
den is lyk aft tt...
we all dun wanna tok to her alreadi..
if not she will say sumthing worse...
den she ask us wad else she muz do..
ask until lyk wad lykk tt...
den wen she wanted to go tt tym..
me n didi say bye to her...
den she was lyk..
" mphm "
in a unhappy manner...
its lyk aft all tt...
we still say bye to her..
den she lyk still so lyk tt...
let bygones be bygones...
den she summore during the arguement..
say tt we dun hav manners n tt we dun respect others..
she dun even noe us...
still wanna make such comments..
she is so attitude the whole tym..
oh n abt the long story..
it was tt last tym she cried in class..
cos sumthing lyk..
the ppl in class tease her..
den she take it too seriously..
n the stress..
den she cry...
sensitivity...
ppl joke wif her oso cannot..
she is so serious...
tt tym didi go n play her " lucky charm " on her..
den she go n show didi the face den say..
" titi...wad muz u say "
den didi was lyk
" oh..sorrie "
lyk tt only...
too serious...
den wad if nxt tym...
ppl go joke joke wif her say..
" go n die lah "
den wad will happen to her...
aiyoh!
she cannot take jokes one...
too serious oso not good...
oh well...
she dunnoe how to loosen up....
ok....
dun wanna tok anymore abt it...
gtg..
tataz!~
[[*serenee*]]
